My study life is just ended on yesterday when I saw my result... Yes, I do feels happy for a little moment but it is only for awhile. I do not know why I would feel sad... I sure be happy because I got a great result and also getting First Class Honour in my degree... Yet I'm not that happy.. Deep down in my heart I feels sad and wanted to cry out loud. But I'm unable to do it.
Study Life is ended and a new working life is awaiting ahead of me for me to take the challenge and success in it also. But I do not have the strength to face it. What should I do now? How am I going to get the strength to overcome it? I do not know. During my school time, it is my HOP and lecturers as well as my friends that support me that pull me from the dark tunnel that I fell into it.. But now? I wonder who will be the one who will do it for the sake of myself? I do not know that. But I do know one thing everything will be fine.
At here I also wanted to express my gratitude towards my friends and lecturers that support me when I need it the most. The one I really owed my gratitude to is Ms Yee. She is the best lecturer that I ever had that I will never forget on her. She the reason that I am able to finish my study today. I remember the first time when I enter degree and wanted to give up on it because I am not able to perform well, I was cried in front of her. That moment changed me.. From then onwards, I slowly learn from her how to be a happy person... She always listen to me and be there for me when I needed someone the most.. Thus, she more like a sister to me comparing to a lecturer or a head of programme. Mr Eric is also another person that I owed to him as I always submit late for his assignments and projects. He had never scold me but give me encouragement for me in chasing my dream and become a better person. So does Ms Leow. I owe them way too much until I do not know how to repay them. Other than them, I also like to thanks to my dear friend Ying Ying though currently she is the one I am avoiding with but if that time she didn't help me realize something I wouldn't be able to success. I will always remember this friend who always cause trouble to me in her study and always misunderstood me.... I glad that I meet her... I pray that she will become a successful person in the future and more mature compare to me.
There are too many friends that I would like to thank to such as Kikky, QinLe, KeeYap, John, Mandy and others which the lists will goes on and on. I could only said Thank You and hope you all will be success in your dreams.
