Thursday, 30 June 2011

Purposeless Life

Ever feel when you suddenly feel your life is purposeless? Suddenly, you feel nothing in this world or that you you care less on this world and you just want to disappear? Well, I been to that situation since Monday.  Without any reasons I feel myself lost in this world... Without any purpose/goals/meaning in my life.  Luckily, I able to stand up again or else my Project would not be able to finish on time >.<|| Thank goodness!!! Starting tomorrow, I will be forcing myself 100 Percent concentrate on my Project no more slacking around...

Also, I don't know what happen to me.  When I talk to a friend of mine, I just feeling anger towards her... Sigh.. Both of us also becoming more distant than usual.. Don't know what will happen between us also.. Well, I don't care least if she didn't consider me as my friend anymore  as I can't force anyone to be friend with us.  I guess something is best to be let go.....

Friday, 24 June 2011

Big Brother

Suddenly, I feel that I like a "Big Brother" to almost all my friend.  When they all encounter problem, first person is me and when some of them got personal problem and like to have a talk with people, they would find me first.  Well, I don't think myself as a "Big Brother".  I wonder am I really is a "Big Brother" to my friends?

Sunday, 19 June 2011

About this Blog

Hi, this blog will be my personal blog on my life and the people that I met as well as about them.  I not a blogger but this is to serve as a way to release my depression and frustration that I have being experience throughout my life.